Post-Communion Journal (Rasvyn Timbers)

Post-Communion Journal - Day 36

Rio called me stupid. Called me crazy. Fine. I don't need her nearly as much as she needs me. She can go for a float down the Styx for all I care. She's useless anyways. Couldn't help me get the answers I needed out of the illithids.

I still dream of thing that aren't mine. But I'll figure them out. I just need to commune again, make more sense of it all

        Day 5, Month 2 (Alturiak), 171 AR
        Rasvyn Timbers       

Post-Communion Journal - Day 20

I went back to the Illithid lair with Newt today. Ended up dead. All I could hear was screaming. Mine, my brother's, /everyone's/. It hurt. It was all I could hear. Normally I can't remember death.....why could I remember death?

I need /answers./ I need to go back. I have to commune with it again. It has the answers.

        Day 17, Month 1 (Hammer (Deepwinter)), 171 AR
        Rasvyn Timbers       

Post-Communion Journal - Day 3

My dreams have been weird, both content-wise and feeling-wise. I'm wandering the halls of the illithid's lair, but it's not dangerous. It's /home/. I feel safe, despite being surrounded by those things.

I haven't noticed any physical changes, but I've been sleeping less. Will try to get more sleep tomorrow night.

        Day 28, Month 12 (Nightal), 170 AR
        Rasvyn Timbers       

Post-Communion Journal - Day 0

Figured I should write stuff down, just in case.

I communed with an illithid elder brain today. Linked up minds, just for a brief moment. It was painful. Like a searing light, right in my eyes. But I feel smarter, now. Wiser. Like there's more knowledge, just on the edge of grasping. I still feel like myself, for the most part.

I'm journalling this so there's some record, in case this goes poorly.

        Day 25, Month 12 (Nightal), 170 AR
        Rasvyn Timbers